Fast Forward

I realize that it has been over a year since I have posted on this blog. (honestly I cant believe that I even remembered my password). I've even been taken off the "cool people" list on Sara's blog, rightly so... I'm not very cool. If I were cool, I would have updated sometime in the past 14 months...

ANYHOOOO- I'm actually sort of glad that I'm no longer "cool" and that very few, if any,check this anymore. It makes me feel a little freer. I did have lots of followers at one point. I don't know how many of these people have un-followed me or more likely, deleted their own blogs. When you follow a blog does it send a message that someone has posted? I've never followed a blog before so I have no idea. Perhaps I should "follow" one and then wait until they post so I can see what happens... whatever. I suppose whether it emails or not doesn't matter.... I'm pretty sure I'm alone here in cyberspace.

So why post on an old blog? I was perusing all my old posts yesterday and had a bout of nostalgia... so many happy memories, so much love and life and laughter. Granted, I know full well that I only blogged about happy things (for the most part) and so the blog only testifies to a part of my life, not life as a whole. But still, I was left with this thought "what happened that girl? Her life seemed full of a magic all it's own." And I assure you, it was.

I realized that by blogging about all the good things in my life, I noticed and appreciated them more. I think that is healthy to do in whatever way necessary.

It's not that there hasn't been happy times in the past year, there has... but when I'm tired and cranky (kinda like right now) i can't seem to bring them to mind. So while I won't catch "you" up on the nitty gritty of the last 14 months, I will start right here and right now.... or perhaps tomorrow.